Deet. Deet.

J'ai essayé tout que je pourrais ! mais non, vous ne pouvez pas comprendre que moi et vous savez pourquoi.

Grandissez !
Grandissez !

Enough of this, i'm sick and tired and quite frankly, i don't care anymore.


J'ai besoin de ma patience davantage que n'importe quoi dans le monde en ce moment.

Weekend is here, tomorrow is making me happy again.

Thank you, Lord for giving my wonderful friends.
:)

Everything happens for a reason. It's God's plans for me.

I am not scared of love.
I am not scared of being with someone.
Oh no.

I'm just terrified of myself.

I'm too complicated for my own good.
anything i can touch i might ending up ruining it.

I don't want to be a monster, no.

I don't want to give up on beautiful things that no one can really explain.

I'm just not ready yet.

Sometimes...

...I'm too afraid of myself.
It's the disapproval feedback you get from just everybody else.
Remind yourself that this is stupid...
...but you cry yourself to sleep,
you won't sleep unless you do something about it.
You hate about thinking it.
You used to hate if that will ever happen and you ask yourself,
'what am i going to do now?', 'why did i let this happen?', 'why do i feel so fucked up?'

Then you realise, you need help.


Don't ask. I just wanted to write. It's what i do best, i think.

Ta.
Steph.
xoxo

=)

I love the new year already.
So much.
=)

I never thought i'd start the year 2009 like this.


steph
xoxo

2008.

Best Film Of 2008:- Twilight =D
Best Book Of 2008:- Uhm, I can't remember and surely i didn't read a book that came out this year.
Best Actor Of 2008:- Ed Westwick
Best Actress Of 2008:- Leighton Meester
Best Celebrity Of 2008:- Lindsay Lohan
Best Game Of 2008:- I don't really play games :/
Best Song Of 2008:- Anything by Panic at the disco.
Best Moment Of 2008:- YFC Camp :D November.
Best Band Of 2008:- Panic at the disco.
Best Singer Of 2008:- Brendon Urie (always and forever :P)
Best TV Show Of 2008:- Gossip Girl and Desperate Housewives
Best Piece Of News 2008:- I'm pregnant :O no wait...kidding haha, dunnooo.
Worst Film Of 2008:- Dunno :/
Worst Book Of 2008:- Blah same answer as the best book section.
Worst Celebrity Of 2008:- Amy Winehouse.
Worst Game Of 2008:- Don't play.
Worst Song Of 2008:- Ugh, some shitty English band....can't remember the name :S
Worst Moment Of 2008:- Around end of April....yeeeah.
Worst Band Of 2008:- Dunno, i don't really know of any sucky bands soo yeah.
Worst Tv Show Of 2008:- The Hills.
Worst Piece Of News 2008:- I'm pregnant! :O No wait...still kidding haha! Dunno.

Well let's just hope next year will be much better.
i kinda have a good feeling and these days my good or bad feelings are coming true.


Cross your fingers & hope for the best.


exx ooo exx ooo

Steph

PS: Happy New Year. 2009.....you're so near, i can see you. ;)

I..i...interesting.

Facts:


1.From last Saturday till this very moment a lot happened.
2. I really really dislike concited people.
3. ....yet, they will never bring me down, i will never let that happen.
4. I am part of a group called: The Teddies (LOL don't ask)
5. I love my wonderful friends. =) They're the best, not you.
6. I am in fact Winnie the teddy ^_^.
7. My new MP4 is freaking awesome.
8. I am cooler than you. =P
9. I can't wait for christmas eve.
10. Happy Christmas to you and to your family.
11. Some people really fail, big time!


PS: I find Twilight addicting....hence, i'm much more in love with vampires now.








Photoshoot this weekend, orly?

Who knows, anything can happen.

Keep on hoping, keep on waiting...

....Bliss.

1...2...3...ready? Pose for the camera,

and you official became a star.

Let the drama begin.

I don't need your pity...

...in fact i just hate your pity.

when everybody is against you...

...you're either wrong absolutely right.

I am nothing like a song.

Cause you could bend the truth...

...till it's suiting you.

Vous êtes un tel lâche.....

....Prouvez-moi mal, ne courez pas loin.

redhead.


exx ooo exxx ooo

goodbye.