Friday, August 21, 2009

Well, What's the Problem?


Hello there,

I've been having such a blast these past few days and hopefully there's more to come.
I'm at my favourite spot. There's a beach over there; where that picture is taken, it's amazing. I don't know why i am so drawn to it, i just love it. In fact one of my dream date is over there. Haha. A walk down at the beach, dim lightning...Right. Let's move along...


Hush now, dearest one;
you know you like it here.
Knowing that you have all the power; freedom to climb all of the trees, jump up in the air.
You wish that the feeling doesn't feel too mutual.
At least you're feeling something instead of the numbness you constantly used to feel.
You're embracing your own company, you love it.
You always do when that happens.
Don't care about the others, they come and go. Just like always. comeandgo!comeandgo!
Why yes, of course, honey.

There is that lighthouse you go to every night.
Sit there quietly; not a single thought or a word comes out, nothing.
Just hearing the sea hitting the rocks.
Then you look up at the sky,
looks like the moon is talking to the stars, they shine brighter when they see you.
You smile softly at them.
Outside; right there it's a little bit chilly, you embrace yourself and you continue to look at the world around; at the future that is yet to come.

It's never over; remember that dearest one.

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Silence.

Dear You,

I have no idea what to say. I'm loss for words and I think i lack the inspiration again.

Just so you know, i'm at peace with myself and with everything.
There is nothing left to say, i suppose.

I'm better off without you.

Just so you know; everything you see or hear; it's not always true.
Don't be a fool.

Looking forward to a lot of things....oh life. My life.

Any idiot can face a crisis - it's day to day living that wears you out.

With Love,

xox S.

Monday, August 3, 2009

Perspective & Inspiration

For Three days i spent most of the time staring at it. I just love it. The sentence, the glittery stuff, Jesus's face; all of it.
That picture was part of the inspiration that i felt.
Ana & Jean; I loved, i really loved your worships. They were the best. You were the ones that really got me into the Spirit of the whole Conference as i felt His presence.
Who knows what's going to happen next?
All i ever want is to grow much more strongly into His presence as i know that he will never ever let me down, he's the only one that i know he can't ever betray me or replace me even though i could be doing that to him. But He's perfect & i'm not.

In my travels I have found that those who keep Heaven in view remain serene
and cheerful in the darkest day. If the glories of Heaven were more real to
us,
if we lived less for material things and more for things eternal and
spiritual,
we would be less easily disturbed by this present life.