I saw some baby pictures today.

Hahah, i was so cute. I wish i was still a baby. Everyone loves you when you're a baby.
You'll get most of the attention. Anything.

I've been spacing out a lot lately.
I'm thinking way too much that today i thought my head was going to explode.
I feel really tired, i nearly fell asleep on the bus back home today and i did fall alseep while i was doing my math [o level] homework.
I don't have to do this...i just do.
Pathetic me, i know.
Maybe i just need to talk to somebody and really trust.

List of songs that i've been listening everyday;

Down and Out - The Academy Is...
Skeptics And True Believers - The Academy Is...
Bulls in Brooklyn - The Academy Is...
Seed - The Academy Is...
It Ends Tonight - The All-American Rejects.
Mad World - Donnie Darko.
Northern Downpour - Panic at the Disco.
The Piano knows something i don't know - Panic at the Disco.
Boys and Girls - The Subways.
Eleanor Rigby - The Beatles.
Time to Pretend - MGMT.
Nobody Puts Baby in the Corner - Fall Out Boy.
Gil Sleeping - The Horrors.
Gloves - The Horrors.
She is the new thing - The Horrors.


Wow...list.

I want to go to a beach for my birthday.....but let's just say i so doubt that.

Time flies...it won't wait for us...no it won't.

So, i was looking at some old stuff i used to have on the internet...
hah wow...it was crazy, i was crazy...i guess..O_o
I wasn't afraid to speak my mind. I said whatever i had to say.
Those were the good old days.

My 17th birthday is in like...8 days....5th May.
Pretty much, my birthday is a big deal for me. I guess it's the only day that i feel noticed and completly loved. I could be wrong...but it's what i feel.
I hope nothing and no one would fuck up this day. It is important. I like this event.

I don't know what i want this birthday... O_o
last year my mum gave me a surpise and i went to England. It was amazing.
This year....i don't know... -shrug- oh well!
Whatever happens, happens i suppose.

Till then,
i'll keep watching The O.C
Haha oh yeah i'm being obsessed with it right now o.o
I love Seth Cohen, he's such a nerd, it's soo cute xD
I'll also open my photo albums...

....oh this week is going to be just interesting.
gotta stay focused (:.

Bye!

Humans break their promises.

Why hello there, it's been long i know.

Blogging now.

I've been smiling.


and i've been...



...me.

I like too many things and get all confused and hung up running from one falling star to another till I drop. This is the night, what it does to you. I had nothing to offer anyone except my own confusion.