Monday, October 19, 2009

The Feeling.

I still:

like too many things and get all confused and hung up running from one falling star to another till I drop.

My life is based on true events.
I'll never miss it for the world.
I can't describe myself in just one word.
There's too many.
I'm simple yet so complex.
Flawed, crazy, lonesome, nervous all the time.
Yet, i'm still at my happiest.
That's all i ever wanted.
For now. At least i have it.
Till then,
Only God knows.
I'll never know.
You'll never know.
Anything can happen.
The idea of waiting for something makes it more exciting.

Thursday, October 15, 2009

I scraped my knees while i was praying...

Hello fellow readers.

It's been too long since i last rambled on here.

Let's look at the last post, shall we?

School started and ended for me, this year.

It doesn't mean that my scholastic year is so over, no way. I like school, i like learning just not learning or be in the school or subjects i used to study about.

I don't miss my old school at all, as weird as it sounds. I like my life better now.

The lesson that i really learned from this experience is that; nothing, really nothing goes according to plan.

I highly suggest for you dear readers that if you're planning your whole life already, seriously you're wasting your time. I wasted mine and hopefully i'm done with that.

Be happy with what you have, be patient, clever and do what you think is right. Never do anything because someone told you so. It's your life, you're going to live it. Not your family, not your best friend or your boyfriend. It's all about you.

&& don't give a crap if someone tries to put you down or tries to make you feel inferior than them. That means that they feel scared shitless and much more inferior than you.

I guess that's it.

I'm happy, you're happy. =)

Take care,

xoxo S.