Well, What's the Problem?

Hello there,

I've been having such a blast these past few days and hopefully there's more to come.
I'm at my favourite spot. There's a beach over there; where that picture is taken, it's amazing. I don't know why i am so drawn to it, i just love it. In fact one of my dream date is over there. Haha. A walk down at the beach, dim lightning...Right. Let's move along...


Hush now, dearest one;
you know you like it here.
Knowing that you have all the power; freedom to climb all of the trees, jump up in the air.
You wish that the feeling doesn't feel too mutual.
At least you're feeling something instead of the numbness you constantly used to feel.
You're embracing your own company, you love it.
You always do when that happens.
Don't care about the others, they come and go. Just like always. comeandgo!comeandgo!
Why yes, of course, honey.

There is that lighthouse you go to every night.
Sit there quietly; not a single thought or a word comes out, nothing.
Just hearing the sea hitting the rocks.
Then you look up at the sky,
looks like the moon is talking to the stars, they shine brighter when they see you.
You smile softly at them.
Outside; right there it's a little bit chilly, you embrace yourself and you continue to look at the world around; at the future that is yet to come.

It's never over; remember that dearest one.