The Boredom Cliche.

The more i think, the more confused i get & i really hate it.

You only live once.
^ that's the statment i would like to register in my mind and keep it as my motto and apply it to my everything.

I admit, i want to find the excitment in life, because lately i haven't been feeling it...
...no wait, only one person made me feel that way and it was God.
Call me religious or whatever word you'd like to call me, still, i don't care.

Still. I'd like an adventure. You know...the fairytale thing.
No, no, not involving the subject of: Love.
I am not ready for that. Now i know.
I don't want to think about it, at the moment.
I want to be someday and i know i will be.

I just want something to look forward, school is one of them...my career, i just need something else. It could be anything, it could be love, but lately, i doubt it and i want to make myself think that way as of now.

I want a world full of happyness, not jealousy.
I hate, hate, hate jealousy.
If you think you're with God and you're a jealous person, think again. Think harder.
I admit, i used to get a little jealous over silly things, but now, not anymore.

I just want to make sure what i want from life and appriciate whatever God planned for me. Life is about the ups and downs, we all get them. No one is truely happy all the time. Face it; Stop being jealous and get a life.

Do you feel depressd? Unhappy? Uncertain?
Find someone to talk to, it could be your friend or even God! Let him in!
Don't be stupid, let him help you.

If you want to do something, go out and do it. (A good thing eh.)

Also, dear reader, never give up.

Don't waste your breath on some people, or caring about them, it's just not worth it.
But...
...always fight for whatever you think is best for you.

xoxo
S.