Monday, October 27, 2008

Flash News: I Am Drowning.

All I ever wanted is to be at peace.
I'm struggling, forcing myself to make you proud.
I wonder, i wonder when will be the day where i'll tell you, 'i can't do this anymore.'
Famous last words.

This is hard. Hard to let go and hard to achieve.
I am going to do my best. Oh yes, i promise. I'll try.

And you, stop distracting me before i will tell myself once again, 'I am drowning.'
Then i'll toodle to bed and cry myself to sleep, watching my life falling into pieces and the dreams i once had will start to fade away. Why? Because i wasn't strong enough to save myself and believe in myself.

Dear God, I need help.
I need to stop making mistakes and focus.

idontwanttoloseit.

Ta.
x

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