I simply still cannot believe that i'm staring a New Year.
I have no idea why i feel so surprised.
2009 was a one hell of a year, yet it was still nice.
I have no resolutions. I think they're pointless and if i make one, i know that i will just let myself down.
I'm hoping that 2010 will be a better year for me, then again, i always say this when a new year comes.
I think this year, i'm just going to sit, be calm, relaxed and whatever happens, just happens.
Life is full of surprises. This year won't be any different.
Happy New Year dear reader.
Friday, January 1, 2010
Sunday, December 6, 2009
Facebook Wins.
According to one of the quizes i took:
You're more quiet and shy,now. Shy not antisocial. Once you warm up to someone, it's easier for you. You become more outgoing. You are indecisive, you're like, "whateve, it's cool." You're laid back, and you hate the drama, but yet you find it in your life more than you like. You use to be out going. You used to laugh a lot more. You had some life changing experiences that changed who you were...and you miss it.You are probably scattered brain or easily forgetting things. Clumsly as well. A walking accident if you will. You can be random, and somewhat morbid. You're favorite color is probably red, or something vivid. You have a different way of looking at things and understanding things. You are easy to talk to, and only take your problems to certain people. You like to have fun, but now scared to go all out. You let fear run your life. And you STILL dont know what or who you want. You're favorite saying is, "its complicated." You care so deeply about people. You're sensitive. You have a good heart. You get hurt a lot, and you often wonder if that someone really cares. Your special but you will never see it.
Red is not my favourite colour.
But that paragraph wins.
You're more quiet and shy,now. Shy not antisocial. Once you warm up to someone, it's easier for you. You become more outgoing. You are indecisive, you're like, "whateve, it's cool." You're laid back, and you hate the drama, but yet you find it in your life more than you like. You use to be out going. You used to laugh a lot more. You had some life changing experiences that changed who you were...and you miss it.You are probably scattered brain or easily forgetting things. Clumsly as well. A walking accident if you will. You can be random, and somewhat morbid. You're favorite color is probably red, or something vivid. You have a different way of looking at things and understanding things. You are easy to talk to, and only take your problems to certain people. You like to have fun, but now scared to go all out. You let fear run your life. And you STILL dont know what or who you want. You're favorite saying is, "its complicated." You care so deeply about people. You're sensitive. You have a good heart. You get hurt a lot, and you often wonder if that someone really cares. Your special but you will never see it.
Red is not my favourite colour.
But that paragraph wins.
Sunday, November 1, 2009
Neglect.
Think of me,
Think of me,
When you're out there.
I'm begging nice from my knees.
&& when the world treats you way too fairly,
it's a shame i'm a dream.
All i wanted was ....
Think of me,
When you're out there.
I'm begging nice from my knees.
&& when the world treats you way too fairly,
it's a shame i'm a dream.
All i wanted was ....
Explain to me this conspiracy against me...
Where can I turn?
Cause I need something more.
- Just Turn It Off.
Monday, October 19, 2009
The Feeling.
I still:
like too many things and get all confused and hung up running from one falling star to another till I drop.
like too many things and get all confused and hung up running from one falling star to another till I drop.
My life is based on true events.
I'll never miss it for the world.
I can't describe myself in just one word.
There's too many.
I'm simple yet so complex.
Flawed, crazy, lonesome, nervous all the time.
Yet, i'm still at my happiest.
That's all i ever wanted.
For now. At least i have it.
Till then,
Only God knows.
I'll never know.
You'll never know.
Anything can happen.
The idea of waiting for something makes it more exciting.
Thursday, October 15, 2009
I scraped my knees while i was praying...
Hello fellow readers.
It's been too long since i last rambled on here.
Let's look at the last post, shall we?
School started and ended for me, this year.
It doesn't mean that my scholastic year is so over, no way. I like school, i like learning just not learning or be in the school or subjects i used to study about.
I don't miss my old school at all, as weird as it sounds. I like my life better now.
The lesson that i really learned from this experience is that; nothing, really nothing goes according to plan.
I highly suggest for you dear readers that if you're planning your whole life already, seriously you're wasting your time. I wasted mine and hopefully i'm done with that.
Be happy with what you have, be patient, clever and do what you think is right. Never do anything because someone told you so. It's your life, you're going to live it. Not your family, not your best friend or your boyfriend. It's all about you.
&& don't give a crap if someone tries to put you down or tries to make you feel inferior than them. That means that they feel scared shitless and much more inferior than you.
I guess that's it.
I'm happy, you're happy. =)
Take care,
xoxo S.
It's been too long since i last rambled on here.
Let's look at the last post, shall we?
School started and ended for me, this year.
It doesn't mean that my scholastic year is so over, no way. I like school, i like learning just not learning or be in the school or subjects i used to study about.
I don't miss my old school at all, as weird as it sounds. I like my life better now.
The lesson that i really learned from this experience is that; nothing, really nothing goes according to plan.
I highly suggest for you dear readers that if you're planning your whole life already, seriously you're wasting your time. I wasted mine and hopefully i'm done with that.
Be happy with what you have, be patient, clever and do what you think is right. Never do anything because someone told you so. It's your life, you're going to live it. Not your family, not your best friend or your boyfriend. It's all about you.
&& don't give a crap if someone tries to put you down or tries to make you feel inferior than them. That means that they feel scared shitless and much more inferior than you.
I guess that's it.
I'm happy, you're happy. =)
Take care,
xoxo S.
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Brand New Eyes.
Dear You,
The last few days of Summer were the greatest, in fact they were so great that I didn't watch them go by. I had a good summer so far, a bit quiet but good.
I got mostly what i wanted from this Summer which were;
The Job, Rest & i've Experienced new things. Well we always experience new things but let's just say from my point of few, mine were a bit different. I got to know myself better; yes it might sound so lame. Get over it.
School started; finally!
It was exciting.
The classmates...well they look okay, i think?
One of them is really nice her name is Sarah. ^_^ I like it when i make new friends very easily.
I got to see last years' friends; it was a blast :D Same place, almost same clique so yeah!
Last but not least the external friends, HaHa! I mean the friends i've been with this summer, silly :P.
Audrey, which we're spending a lot more time together now, hopefully it will continue like that.
Luke, Paul, Glenn, jeez a lot more i can't think of them all! Oh and yeah last years' friends from my class.
It's really nice passing by the school hallways and wave, nod or stop to talk to some of your friends who are not in your class or you know them from somewhere.
Friends are nice and important. New friends are always welcome. =)
I think this is the sweetest note i've ever left on this blog, i mean by far...
am i right?
If not, oh well, correct me? :P
Take care dear friends & rest of the world.
xoxo
S.
The last few days of Summer were the greatest, in fact they were so great that I didn't watch them go by. I had a good summer so far, a bit quiet but good.
I got mostly what i wanted from this Summer which were;
The Job, Rest & i've Experienced new things. Well we always experience new things but let's just say from my point of few, mine were a bit different. I got to know myself better; yes it might sound so lame. Get over it.
School started; finally!
It was exciting.
The classmates...well they look okay, i think?
One of them is really nice her name is Sarah. ^_^ I like it when i make new friends very easily.
I got to see last years' friends; it was a blast :D Same place, almost same clique so yeah!
Last but not least the external friends, HaHa! I mean the friends i've been with this summer, silly :P.
Audrey, which we're spending a lot more time together now, hopefully it will continue like that.
Luke, Paul, Glenn, jeez a lot more i can't think of them all! Oh and yeah last years' friends from my class.
It's really nice passing by the school hallways and wave, nod or stop to talk to some of your friends who are not in your class or you know them from somewhere.
Friends are nice and important. New friends are always welcome. =)
I think this is the sweetest note i've ever left on this blog, i mean by far...
am i right?
If not, oh well, correct me? :P
Take care dear friends & rest of the world.
xoxo
S.
Sunday, September 6, 2009
No Regrets.
Why Hello there,
How are you? I hope you're feeling well as much as i do right now. Really.
The last couple of weeks have been a blast.
I've let go of myself; don't take it in the wrong way, actually it's a good thing.
I've let go of the things that made me feel miserable or insecure; now i feel like i'm in a boat in the middle of the ocean, floating, calm; at peace & rest.
Last night was amazing; it was probably one of the summer nights that i can remember right now in which i had no regrets in what i did. I didn't do anything special, i just felt normal, accepted and most importantly loved by my friends.
It was so wondeful seeing a couple of friends which i didn't see for months, thank you guys.
Thank you in all to all of the friends that bring me respect. =)
School is in like; 3 days. Wow. Can't wait actually. It's going to be a hell of a year for sure.
I'm looking forward to it and well; you never know what's going to happen. ;)
How are you? I hope you're feeling well as much as i do right now. Really.
The last couple of weeks have been a blast.
I've let go of myself; don't take it in the wrong way, actually it's a good thing.
I've let go of the things that made me feel miserable or insecure; now i feel like i'm in a boat in the middle of the ocean, floating, calm; at peace & rest.
Last night was amazing; it was probably one of the summer nights that i can remember right now in which i had no regrets in what i did. I didn't do anything special, i just felt normal, accepted and most importantly loved by my friends.
It was so wondeful seeing a couple of friends which i didn't see for months, thank you guys.
Thank you in all to all of the friends that bring me respect. =)
School is in like; 3 days. Wow. Can't wait actually. It's going to be a hell of a year for sure.
I'm looking forward to it and well; you never know what's going to happen. ;)
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